Howdy and Merry Christmas and Crap!
I'm sick and my boyfriend is ignoring me, so I figured I'd blog. Mom's got a new house, and it's in the process of being renovated. This means a ton of dust is in the air and I'm slowly being suffocated in my sleep.
I feel like I should be in the Christmas spirit by now. Normally I get in the mood when I start buying people presents. But now it just reminds me that I don't have a job to pay for these gifts, so I'm spending money that I really shouldn't. At the same time I feel like I haven't spent enough money on people. I just can't win.
I should probably call Dad for Christmas. "Hey Dad, how's life, merry Christmas, I failed Calculus, but it's okay, cause it's your money, will you send me money for a vacuum? Cause I really freaking want a vacuum okay!! I also need a coffee maker because I plan on working my butt off this semester like nobody's business."
Mom's friend Mark is the one who is working on the new house. Which is a yay cause of discounts, but a hiss cause then you can't cuss him out if he breaks crap. Oh well. She cares too much about what people think of her. She feels the need to cite a billion people who have told her she's worth something. To me this just communicates that she doesn't actually think that of herself yet, but look how everybody else thinks she's doing well! Self confidence has never been a struggle for me. I know I'm awesome, I just don't apply myself.
My brother's are doofuses.
Goodnight.
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